Worries + Lyrics

I’ve had a rather good day so far and yesterday too really, been up the majority of the night and been playing, enjoying myself and had my thoughts occupied. If I recall corrently; it was A. Schopenhauer’s teachings that said that our lives consists of us wanting and desire things, and therefore and having a will – a will that is evil for us that causes a suffering. A suffering that only art (such as music, poetry or any other aestethic practice) can offer a way for people to temporarily escape the said suffering that is life caused by our will. Which would explain why I Always find myself occupied with one of those things when I’m not studying. (Yes, I am a philosophy derp)

Long story short, I feel like I am doing great but at the same time I can’t seem to ignore the fact that I feel uneasy, worried and completely blank about tomorrow… because april 18th has been proven to be a difficult day for me, started out as a difficult thing but ended like it did. Fine; some people would say, but I’ve since then, unconciously if I may add, made that my day of memory lane of many things in life. So, with that said; the posts of tomorrow will be of a various nature, text, videos and more. I can’t guarantee that all of them will be positive…

But on the other hand; I will make posts about people who mean something to me and thank them, most likely one by one starting tomorrow and having a blog serie about it where I greet and thank each and every one of the selected individuals anonymously. But don’t worry, I have made sure that you’ll recognise yourself when you read it, no names or locations will be mentioned so don’t worry. All of these posts can be found in my new serie called Gratitude 2016. To find the posts, head to the blog page, series page or just click Here.

I will now go back to my online shopping and I’ll leave you with a song that I’ve had on my mind for the past few days that kind of describes my life for the time being and when I’ve heard it I thought; “How accurate“. It’s Going to Hell by Pretty Reckless.
*sings* So I am back again…

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Blessed be!

(Don’t bless me father for I have sinned)

Father did you miss me?
I’ve been locked up a while
I got caught for what I did,
but took it all in style
Laid to rest all my confessions,
I gave way back when
Now I’m versed in so much worse
So I am back again

And he said…

For the lines that I take,  I’m going to hell
For the love that I make,  I’m going to hell
(gettin heavy with the devil you can hear the wedding bells)

Father did you miss me?
Don’t ask me where I’ve been…
You know I know, yes I’ve been told,
I redefine a sin
I don’t know what’s driving me,
to put this in my head
Maybe I wish I could die
Maybe I am dead

And he said…

For the lives that I fake, I’m going to hell
For the vows that I break, I’m going to hell
For the ways that I hurt, While I’m hiking up my skirt
I am sitting on a throne, While they’re buried in the dirt
For the man that I hate, I’m going to hell
(gettin heavy with the devil you can hear the wedding bells)

Please forgive me father
I didn’t mean to bother you
The devil’s in me father
He’s inside of everything I do

For the life that I take, I’m going to hell
For the laws that I break, I’m going to hell
For the love that I hate, I’m going to hell
For the lies that I make, I’m going to hell
For the way I condescend, Never lend a hand
My arrogance is making this head, Buried in the sand
For the souls I forsake, I’m going to hell
(gettin married to the devil you can hear the wedding bells)

Songwriters
Ben Phillips & Taylor Momsen

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