So here I am, a bit later than what I thought but honestly I haven’t had any energy or motivation to do anything lately. I had an anxiety attack already at day one and the second day my phone broke and I have missed out on a ton of events that will be meaningful later. And now when I have finally ordered a new phone I had my SIM card inactivated due to its size, but then my old phone started to work, so right now I am currently cut off from everyone and I am not even bothered about it. I’ve had nightmares for the past two weeks, and You haunted the commencing one… You. Why now? I don’t even give a shit about it but there still is a tiny, well isolated, tucked away part of me that still does care, care just as much as back then.
But that’s not the only reason why I am having nightmares. It is because of the anxiety again and that it can occur during any time of the day now lasting for hours, it’s because of everything collapsing as I try to make things right. Trying to do the right thing but it keeps backfiring on me. I have met some new people to talk to and I have been in touch with the therapy department to start to work something out. I can’t stand this anymore and right now I just feel like crying my frikkin eyes out. I’ll go to bed now but I’ll give you guys a more detailed view tomorrow or the day after that, I need to think straight for that.
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