As long as I can remember I have been quite insecure to where I want to live, and I’ve always felt better when I’ve stayed for weeks somewhere else. There is a tiny part of me that wants to live back home, mainly because of the family history and because it’s a nice place with a nice location, but that’s not important for this post. The reason why I bring this up is because a few nights ago (now a few weeks in editing moment) I’ve had a statement directed directly to me while having a conversation with the person sitting next to me, a statement from someone I didn’t quite expect would say it, but that just made it mean even more to me. The statement was;
I do have a feeling that he will eventually move further away from here, and if I know him as good as I think I do, I wouldn’t be surprised if he ended up moving quite far away from here, or even out of the country
I couldn’t help but to smile when I heard that. Not only because I wouldn’t be surprised if I did, but also because the person smiled while talking about it. I guess I should have known that it would be perfectly fine as well, but just to hear it from someone close to you just confirms what you’ve been thinking about for a long time. No matter what, I do now know that what I have been longing for in several years is now feels much closer now, because I know I won’t leave anyone behind now. I don’t know where I want to live yet but I feel like I can go anywhere now, which is such a great relief. I have been considering moving out of town, even abroad multiple times, and none of these thoughts scares me, and I am still very open to both of them. But I will take things one step at a time first, I will see where my education takes me and if everything goes according to plan I’ll study abroad for a semester or two. And where I live by the time I’m done with all of this, only time can tell.
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